maybe afraid is too strong a word for this post but i can't think of any other suitable word to describe my feelings right now...
well, the situation is such - i'm in my third year of studies in uniten and this current semester is nearing its end. after this, i'll have another 3 semesters to complete and that will be the end of my life as a student!
i know this situation will come sooner or later but i guess i've always thought it will be later you know? always pushing it back... always thinking it's still a long way to go... but now that it's so near, it's freaking me out.
i mean all our years as a student, we just basically followed the crowd in everything we do. after primary school, why did i go to VI? coz they say it's a good school, that's why. after completing my studies in VI, why did i further my studies in uniten? coz that's what everyone is doing - some degree or another...
but now... after this, where do i go? what happens after i got my degree? everything won't be the same anymore... i'll have a job, i'll have monthly income, i'll have extra responsibility... and that is IF i can land a job in the first place... nothing is secured after this, nothing is for sure...
ps: i hate it when i don't know what's in store for me...
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you are 3 SEMESTER away..and you re saying you are afraid???
What should i say ? I am 3 weeks away from my last lecture as an undergraduate!!!!
Afraid would be understatement of the situation.
hahaha... that's why for my post, i said afraid is too strong a word... anyway, good luck bro... and you better get your ass back to malaysia... life's pretty dull without a drinking partner (i meant tea/coffee at mamak)... hehehe...
hey..nic...
i might not come back for a long long time..:P tell u about it next time..later!
yohoho! we're facing the same prob! aren't we?? sigh.. hehe.. we'll be alrite ne.. cheers~!
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